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Vibe Coding
TRACKS:
1.
Okubi
3:52
2.
Ride with you
3:33
3.
Soulmate
2:21
4.
Girl, this that early love
1:52
5.
Lunch with the boyz
4:15
6.
The Bad Guy
3:21
7.
Can I...
4:14
8.
I am worth it
2:12
9.
Slow it down (whine pon me)
3:16
10.
I won't hold you
2:49
11.
Act like that
2:26
12.
It's the small things
2:29
13.
Lovers Rock
3:18
14.
Real Love
2:22
15.
While they getting ready for Monday
3:07
16.
Me? I just tend to dough
3:13
17.
Salubrious
3:20
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ABOUT ALBUM
Vibe Coding is made up of conversations most people only have with themselves. The excitement of meeting someone who changes your life. The ego. The chemistry. The misunderstandings. The loyalty. The quiet work of becoming someone worth loving while learning how to love someone else.
The production moves between house, hip-hop, R&B, amapiano, soul, and Caribbean rhythm, but every record is chasing the same thing: honesty.
This album belongs to my wife. Every lesson, every question, every breakthrough started somewhere in us. She’s brilliant in all the ways that matter, and loving her has given me more to write about than heartbreak ever could.
Artist:
El 9iño
Label:
Stay Home Dad LLC
Release Date:
June 25, 2026
Genre:
R&B
People:
El 9iño
AVAILABLE LYRICS
Okubi
Yeah...
I been feeling something heavy on me lately
Like the night don’t wanna let me go
Dark clouds in my mind, yeah they follow me
Every time I rise, they pull me underneath
Tried to keep my faith but it’s hard to breathe
When the weight of the world keep calling me
I been fighting things you don’t ever see
Smiling on the surface, but it’s killing me
If I fall tonight, would you carry me?
Or just watch me drown in my energy
I need light, I need something real
I need peace that I can finally feel
Tell me love is stronger than the fear
Whisper something I can hear
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
All this pain inside, it’s controlling me
If I lose my way, would you hold me?
Would you hold me... close?
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
I been fighting demons lowkey
If I break tonight, would you know me?
Would you know me... still?
Every scar got a story untold
Every night feel a little too cold
Tryna find where my soul belongs
But the road feel long when you walk alone
I been praying but the silence loud
Got me lost in a crowded crowd
If I scream, would it make a sound?
Or just fade away in the background
I need truth, I need something pure
Something I can finally be sure
Tell me I don’t have to endure
All this on my own
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
All this pain inside, it’s controlling me
If I lose my way, would you hold me?
Would you hold me... close?
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
I been fighting demons lowkey
If I break tonight, would you know me?
Would you know me... still?
If I fall... don’t let me fade
If I call... don’t turn away
I been carrying this weight too long
Tell me I don’t gotta be this strong
Save me...
From the dark, from the okubi
Yeah...
Hold me...
I been feeling something heavy on me lately
Like the night don’t wanna let me go
Dark clouds in my mind, yeah they follow me
Every time I rise, they pull me underneath
Tried to keep my faith but it’s hard to breathe
When the weight of the world keep calling me
I been fighting things you don’t ever see
Smiling on the surface, but it’s killing me
If I fall tonight, would you carry me?
Or just watch me drown in my energy
I need light, I need something real
I need peace that I can finally feel
Tell me love is stronger than the fear
Whisper something I can hear
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
All this pain inside, it’s controlling me
If I lose my way, would you hold me?
Would you hold me... close?
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
I been fighting demons lowkey
If I break tonight, would you know me?
Would you know me... still?
Every scar got a story untold
Every night feel a little too cold
Tryna find where my soul belongs
But the road feel long when you walk alone
I been praying but the silence loud
Got me lost in a crowded crowd
If I scream, would it make a sound?
Or just fade away in the background
I need truth, I need something pure
Something I can finally be sure
Tell me I don’t have to endure
All this on my own
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
All this pain inside, it’s controlling me
If I lose my way, would you hold me?
Would you hold me... close?
Save me from the dark, from the okubi
I been fighting demons lowkey
If I break tonight, would you know me?
Would you know me... still?
If I fall... don’t let me fade
If I call... don’t turn away
I been carrying this weight too long
Tell me I don’t gotta be this strong
Save me...
From the dark, from the okubi
Yeah...
Hold me...
Ride with you
Mmh... yeah...
You know I’m right here, right?
Always... always...
I seen you break down quiet in the kitchen,
Tryna hide the pain but I always felt the difference.
Losing your mom had you losing your rhythm,
So I stepped in closer — baby, love is my ambition.
We walking through them houses, late nights, no sleep,
Lockbox codes, showing homes all week.
Buyers wasting time, sellers playing hide-and-seek —
But I held it down, stayed solid through the heat.
You dream heavy, sometimes heavy means pressure,
But I been built tough — I make diamonds under pressure.
You say you wild, but that wild made you special,
And riding with you, baby, always been my pleasure.
I’m gon’ ride with you... even when the world feel cold, I’m beside you.
I’m your peace, your flame, your drive too.
You got a lotta ruff edges — but I like you.
Yeah, I like you... I still choose you.
I’m gon’ ride with you... hustle in my veins like it’s mine too.
Big ideas? baby, I don’t mind you.
‘Cause every time you shine, I shine too.
Yeah, I shine too... I ride for you.
When your demons came knocking, I ain’t ever move back,
I held your heart steady when you felt it might crack.
You said the house almost killed you — I brought you right back,
Reminded you your stride bigger than your setbacks.
We handled contracts, frenzy, low appraisals,
People playing games, switching stories on the table.
But you and me together? Baby, we stay able —
Two hustlers, two hearts, one label.
I watched you bleed sweat into every foundation,
I gave you space when you needed ventilation.
Grief hit your chest like a cold vibration —
But I loved you through all of that transformation.
I’m gon’ ride with you... even when the world feel cold, I’m beside you.
I’m your peace, your flame, your drive too.
You got a lotta ruff edges — but I like you.
Yeah, I like you... I still choose you.
I’m gon’ ride with you... hustle in my veins like it’s mine too.
Big ideas? baby, I don’t mind you.
‘Cause every time you shine, I shine too.
Yeah, I shine too... I ride for you.
I’m your calm in the madness... your hand when you’re shaking...
Your truth when you’re blinded... your push when you’re breaking...
Your heart needed healing — I ain’t hesitate to take it...
’Cause loving you’s a risk, but a risk worth taking...
Ride with you...
I’m gon’ ride with you...
No matter what it takes, I choose you...
Every day I choose you...
You know I’m right here, right?
Always... always...
I seen you break down quiet in the kitchen,
Tryna hide the pain but I always felt the difference.
Losing your mom had you losing your rhythm,
So I stepped in closer — baby, love is my ambition.
We walking through them houses, late nights, no sleep,
Lockbox codes, showing homes all week.
Buyers wasting time, sellers playing hide-and-seek —
But I held it down, stayed solid through the heat.
You dream heavy, sometimes heavy means pressure,
But I been built tough — I make diamonds under pressure.
You say you wild, but that wild made you special,
And riding with you, baby, always been my pleasure.
I’m gon’ ride with you... even when the world feel cold, I’m beside you.
I’m your peace, your flame, your drive too.
You got a lotta ruff edges — but I like you.
Yeah, I like you... I still choose you.
I’m gon’ ride with you... hustle in my veins like it’s mine too.
Big ideas? baby, I don’t mind you.
‘Cause every time you shine, I shine too.
Yeah, I shine too... I ride for you.
When your demons came knocking, I ain’t ever move back,
I held your heart steady when you felt it might crack.
You said the house almost killed you — I brought you right back,
Reminded you your stride bigger than your setbacks.
We handled contracts, frenzy, low appraisals,
People playing games, switching stories on the table.
But you and me together? Baby, we stay able —
Two hustlers, two hearts, one label.
I watched you bleed sweat into every foundation,
I gave you space when you needed ventilation.
Grief hit your chest like a cold vibration —
But I loved you through all of that transformation.
I’m gon’ ride with you... even when the world feel cold, I’m beside you.
I’m your peace, your flame, your drive too.
You got a lotta ruff edges — but I like you.
Yeah, I like you... I still choose you.
I’m gon’ ride with you... hustle in my veins like it’s mine too.
Big ideas? baby, I don’t mind you.
‘Cause every time you shine, I shine too.
Yeah, I shine too... I ride for you.
I’m your calm in the madness... your hand when you’re shaking...
Your truth when you’re blinded... your push when you’re breaking...
Your heart needed healing — I ain’t hesitate to take it...
’Cause loving you’s a risk, but a risk worth taking...
Ride with you...
I’m gon’ ride with you...
No matter what it takes, I choose you...
Every day I choose you...
Soulmate
Baby you my soulmate, that’s fasho fasho
Plus you stuck around when I was broke broke
When I’m on the run you kept me low
Baby girl for you I’d put a man in the floor
Baby girl...I’ll kiss your feet
If somebody touch you
I’ll leave him 6 feet deep
Ain’t nothin’ sweet, I let my bae hold my heat
We both gon’ ride, if anything we both gon’ die
Side by side, going out like a ride-or-die
It ain’t nothin’ to me, make ’em disappear
Now he history
Bullets hittin’ notes
Soundin’ like a symphony
F with me
Me and my shorty, we making history
Pronto, 200 bands just for the condo
Beyond those, dudes that you think
Be around though
Around those
Me, I just work and let them pounds go
Down low
Hit my line, I flood your whole town bro
How though
People think I’m here to make change
While you were on the block
I was busy moving the cane
Downtown city life
Had a man living right
2020 riding clean
Never rode a city bike
Baby you my soulmate, that’s fasho fasho
Plus you stuck around when I was broke broke
When I’m on the run you kept me low
Baby girl for you I’d put a man in the floor
Baby girl...
I’ll kiss your feet
If somebody touch you
I’ll leave him 6 feet deep
Ain’t nothin’ sweet, I let my bae hold my heat
We both gon’ ride, if anything we both gon’ die
Side by side, going out like a ride-or-die
It ain’t nothin’ to me, make ’em disappear
Now he history
Bullets hittin’ notes
Soundin’ like a symphony
Plus you stuck around when I was broke broke
When I’m on the run you kept me low
Baby girl for you I’d put a man in the floor
Baby girl...I’ll kiss your feet
If somebody touch you
I’ll leave him 6 feet deep
Ain’t nothin’ sweet, I let my bae hold my heat
We both gon’ ride, if anything we both gon’ die
Side by side, going out like a ride-or-die
It ain’t nothin’ to me, make ’em disappear
Now he history
Bullets hittin’ notes
Soundin’ like a symphony
F with me
Me and my shorty, we making history
Pronto, 200 bands just for the condo
Beyond those, dudes that you think
Be around though
Around those
Me, I just work and let them pounds go
Down low
Hit my line, I flood your whole town bro
How though
People think I’m here to make change
While you were on the block
I was busy moving the cane
Downtown city life
Had a man living right
2020 riding clean
Never rode a city bike
Baby you my soulmate, that’s fasho fasho
Plus you stuck around when I was broke broke
When I’m on the run you kept me low
Baby girl for you I’d put a man in the floor
Baby girl...
I’ll kiss your feet
If somebody touch you
I’ll leave him 6 feet deep
Ain’t nothin’ sweet, I let my bae hold my heat
We both gon’ ride, if anything we both gon’ die
Side by side, going out like a ride-or-die
It ain’t nothin’ to me, make ’em disappear
Now he history
Bullets hittin’ notes
Soundin’ like a symphony
Girl, this that early love
Girl, this that early love
Honeymoon stage where we both can’t get enough.
I’m tryna show you I’m the man that you been dreamin’ of,
If you lookin’ for a real one, baby, I’m the plug.
Late nights, talk deep ’til the sun come up,
You say your heart bruised, but I’ll patch that up.
I ain’t never been the type to play games or run
I’m lookin’ for love, not lust, not fun.
Look... I ain’t perfect, but I’m solid, and I stand on that,
Real love take courage; I ain’t scared of that.
Tell me where you hurt, girl, point the map
I’ll meet you there, no questions asked.
I wanna learn your moods, your tells, your vibe
Know what warms you up, what cools your fire.
You been through boys who never aimed that high,
But I’m a builder, baby, look at how I climb.
I let you in on my heart, that’s my favorite flex,
Show you I’m yours before you even text.
If love’s a bridge, we can build what’s next
Discipline and passion, that’s how kings connect.
Girl, this that early love
Honeymoon stage where we both can’t get enough.
I’m tryna show you I’m the man that you been dreamin’ of,
If you lookin’ for a real one, baby, I’m the plug.
Late nights, talk deep ’til the sun come up,
You say your heart bruised, but I’ll patch that up.
I ain’t never been the type to play games or run—
I’m lookin’ for love, not lust, not fun.
Honeymoon...
Early vibe...
Baby I’m here for the long drive...
Honeymoon stage where we both can’t get enough.
I’m tryna show you I’m the man that you been dreamin’ of,
If you lookin’ for a real one, baby, I’m the plug.
Late nights, talk deep ’til the sun come up,
You say your heart bruised, but I’ll patch that up.
I ain’t never been the type to play games or run
I’m lookin’ for love, not lust, not fun.
Look... I ain’t perfect, but I’m solid, and I stand on that,
Real love take courage; I ain’t scared of that.
Tell me where you hurt, girl, point the map
I’ll meet you there, no questions asked.
I wanna learn your moods, your tells, your vibe
Know what warms you up, what cools your fire.
You been through boys who never aimed that high,
But I’m a builder, baby, look at how I climb.
I let you in on my heart, that’s my favorite flex,
Show you I’m yours before you even text.
If love’s a bridge, we can build what’s next
Discipline and passion, that’s how kings connect.
Girl, this that early love
Honeymoon stage where we both can’t get enough.
I’m tryna show you I’m the man that you been dreamin’ of,
If you lookin’ for a real one, baby, I’m the plug.
Late nights, talk deep ’til the sun come up,
You say your heart bruised, but I’ll patch that up.
I ain’t never been the type to play games or run—
I’m lookin’ for love, not lust, not fun.
Honeymoon...
Early vibe...
Baby I’m here for the long drive...
Lunch with the boyz
Lunch with the boyz, plates with the oysters,
Sun on the watch, valet on the Porsches.
A sip of this, a sip of that — three shots in,
Life tastes better when the whole team wins.
Ferrari red, wind in the braids,
Palm trees waving like they’re ready for the parade.
We made bread, break bread, everybody gotta eat,
Got a seat at the table when the beef get heat.
Lunch with the boyz, all profits, no noise,
That supermarket with its own parking lot — boy.
Buckets full now, but still a drop in the pot,
Shorty credit A1, so we coppin’ the spot.
Horse & stables near the stash house,
Cashcow booming, money never tapped out.
Remember when we had nothing, stomach touching back,
Now every toast remind us we can’t go back.
Break the bread down, make sure everybody fed now,
Hi Sapo told me if they froggy — make ’em tadpoles.
I felt that, bro. Keep it low, never flagpole,
Cash flow before hoes, stash low? — nah, that’s a black hole.
Sometimes the right answer’s just NO.
Waiter nods, pours more, and we glow.
It’s not even four, haven’t settled scores,
A play we performing like Scorcese indoors.
Discussing how much cash we made
everybody paid, nobody afraid.
Sun on the face, Miami on the wave,
Lunch with the boyz, this lifestyle stays.
Lunch with the boyz, plates with the oysters,
Sun on the watch, valet on the Porsches.
A sip of this, a sip of that — three shots in,
Life tastes better when the whole team wins.
Ferrari red, wind in the braids,
Palm trees waving like they’re ready for the parade.
We made bread, break bread, everybody gotta eat,
Got a seat at the table when the beef get heat.
Paid the check, I’m dipping
Now clutching her ass while she punching the gas,
We laughing, it’s lit, but I’m slipping fast,
One thing got me tripping,
slow motion when I’m sipping.
When you remove me from your love,
that shit is crippling,
Soap opera heart — your emotions scripted.
You can’t make it up,
destiny’s encrypted.
Gliding, addicted, you got the prescription,
Pills and thrills on your love-lady lips.
Now your girls wanna sip
Stop spilling our tea,
Don’t hate me, playa,
hate the stacks I see.
Beat the kitty, that’s the dog in me,
Push, I push back harder — that’s the prodigy.
Quick to clutch my cousin’s revolver,
At thirteen I knew I had nine lives,
Problem solver.
Self-starter, now a father
To Kingston Carter.
Scumbag, duffel bag — do what it take to keep order.
Despised? Cool.
Judas flipped, Jesus died
why be surprised?
Temperance a convenient disguise
for fear, tears in a man’s eyes
hide lies.
The games we play for power
on the family ties
but this fame, this lane,
this name?
That was ours.
Lunch with the boyz turned to dinner with ghosts,
Toasting the wins, counting the loss.
Ocean Drive lights on the hood like stars
Ferrari in Miami
but the scars still ours.
Sun on the watch, valet on the Porsches.
A sip of this, a sip of that — three shots in,
Life tastes better when the whole team wins.
Ferrari red, wind in the braids,
Palm trees waving like they’re ready for the parade.
We made bread, break bread, everybody gotta eat,
Got a seat at the table when the beef get heat.
Lunch with the boyz, all profits, no noise,
That supermarket with its own parking lot — boy.
Buckets full now, but still a drop in the pot,
Shorty credit A1, so we coppin’ the spot.
Horse & stables near the stash house,
Cashcow booming, money never tapped out.
Remember when we had nothing, stomach touching back,
Now every toast remind us we can’t go back.
Break the bread down, make sure everybody fed now,
Hi Sapo told me if they froggy — make ’em tadpoles.
I felt that, bro. Keep it low, never flagpole,
Cash flow before hoes, stash low? — nah, that’s a black hole.
Sometimes the right answer’s just NO.
Waiter nods, pours more, and we glow.
It’s not even four, haven’t settled scores,
A play we performing like Scorcese indoors.
Discussing how much cash we made
everybody paid, nobody afraid.
Sun on the face, Miami on the wave,
Lunch with the boyz, this lifestyle stays.
Lunch with the boyz, plates with the oysters,
Sun on the watch, valet on the Porsches.
A sip of this, a sip of that — three shots in,
Life tastes better when the whole team wins.
Ferrari red, wind in the braids,
Palm trees waving like they’re ready for the parade.
We made bread, break bread, everybody gotta eat,
Got a seat at the table when the beef get heat.
Paid the check, I’m dipping
Now clutching her ass while she punching the gas,
We laughing, it’s lit, but I’m slipping fast,
One thing got me tripping,
slow motion when I’m sipping.
When you remove me from your love,
that shit is crippling,
Soap opera heart — your emotions scripted.
You can’t make it up,
destiny’s encrypted.
Gliding, addicted, you got the prescription,
Pills and thrills on your love-lady lips.
Now your girls wanna sip
Stop spilling our tea,
Don’t hate me, playa,
hate the stacks I see.
Beat the kitty, that’s the dog in me,
Push, I push back harder — that’s the prodigy.
Quick to clutch my cousin’s revolver,
At thirteen I knew I had nine lives,
Problem solver.
Self-starter, now a father
To Kingston Carter.
Scumbag, duffel bag — do what it take to keep order.
Despised? Cool.
Judas flipped, Jesus died
why be surprised?
Temperance a convenient disguise
for fear, tears in a man’s eyes
hide lies.
The games we play for power
on the family ties
but this fame, this lane,
this name?
That was ours.
Lunch with the boyz turned to dinner with ghosts,
Toasting the wins, counting the loss.
Ocean Drive lights on the hood like stars
Ferrari in Miami
but the scars still ours.
The Bad Guy
I’m the bad guy now, right?
’Cause I stopped letting you treat me like I ain’t got no pride
You trained me to love the chaos, now I’m tryna get right
And suddenly I’m "buggin", now I’m the one you don’t like
I still lust you, yeah, that part’s deadly
Eight years wasted, you still live rent-free
You swear it’s my fault, but let’s be honest, baby
You the one who fucked it up, not me
Let’s keep it real, you never changed shit
Eight years together and you ain’t fix one habit
You loved being "different," loved being "tragic"
I carried the whole relationship — you just added madness
And somehow I’m the villain in your storybook
I’m the "toxic one," I’m the one that shook
But you ain’t look in the mirror once — not once you took
Responsibility for all the time you never fucking grew up
I wasn’t a bad man, not a bad friend
I was solid, real talk, I rode to the end
But you liked the chaos more than you liked me
And that’s why we died — don’t pretend
We was "happy" maybe or maybe we was just high
Your love sober never matched the love you had when fried
You never even TRIED — and that’s what kills me inside
You stayed the same bitch while the years flew by
I’m the bad guy now, right?
’Cause I stopped letting you treat me like I ain’t got no pride
You trained me to love the chaos, now I’m tryna get right
And suddenly I’m "buggin", now I’m the one you don’t like
I still lust you, yeah, that part’s deadly
Eight years wasted, you still haunt me heavy
Say it’s my fault? Girl, don’t play me
You the one who fucked it up, not me
We fought every week, over nothing at all
Your mom, my mom — drama on call
You pushed every limit just to watch me fall
Then cried victim like I caused it all
And now I’m the crazy one? Please.
You turned me cold, turned love to disease
Turned patience to rage, turned joy to debris
And somehow I’m the one down on my knees
You loved the broken version of me
’Cause healed me don’t take your bullshit for free
You ain’t want a man, you wanted a leash
A puppet that matched your pain and your grief
But I woke up — and now that I’m done
Suddenly I’m "heartless," suddenly I’m "wrong"
Nah I just see clearly for once
You fucked up eight years — I’m just moving on.
I’m the bad guy now, sure
Say whatever helps your ego heal more
But deep down, you know the score
You ain’t lose me — you lost what you never worked for.
’Cause I stopped letting you treat me like I ain’t got no pride
You trained me to love the chaos, now I’m tryna get right
And suddenly I’m "buggin", now I’m the one you don’t like
I still lust you, yeah, that part’s deadly
Eight years wasted, you still live rent-free
You swear it’s my fault, but let’s be honest, baby
You the one who fucked it up, not me
Let’s keep it real, you never changed shit
Eight years together and you ain’t fix one habit
You loved being "different," loved being "tragic"
I carried the whole relationship — you just added madness
And somehow I’m the villain in your storybook
I’m the "toxic one," I’m the one that shook
But you ain’t look in the mirror once — not once you took
Responsibility for all the time you never fucking grew up
I wasn’t a bad man, not a bad friend
I was solid, real talk, I rode to the end
But you liked the chaos more than you liked me
And that’s why we died — don’t pretend
We was "happy" maybe or maybe we was just high
Your love sober never matched the love you had when fried
You never even TRIED — and that’s what kills me inside
You stayed the same bitch while the years flew by
I’m the bad guy now, right?
’Cause I stopped letting you treat me like I ain’t got no pride
You trained me to love the chaos, now I’m tryna get right
And suddenly I’m "buggin", now I’m the one you don’t like
I still lust you, yeah, that part’s deadly
Eight years wasted, you still haunt me heavy
Say it’s my fault? Girl, don’t play me
You the one who fucked it up, not me
We fought every week, over nothing at all
Your mom, my mom — drama on call
You pushed every limit just to watch me fall
Then cried victim like I caused it all
And now I’m the crazy one? Please.
You turned me cold, turned love to disease
Turned patience to rage, turned joy to debris
And somehow I’m the one down on my knees
You loved the broken version of me
’Cause healed me don’t take your bullshit for free
You ain’t want a man, you wanted a leash
A puppet that matched your pain and your grief
But I woke up — and now that I’m done
Suddenly I’m "heartless," suddenly I’m "wrong"
Nah I just see clearly for once
You fucked up eight years — I’m just moving on.
I’m the bad guy now, sure
Say whatever helps your ego heal more
But deep down, you know the score
You ain’t lose me — you lost what you never worked for.
Can I...
Can I...
Can I just vent for a minute?
I don't got nobody else to tell this to...
And maybe I don't want anyone to know...
'Cause they judge.
But you...
you're the only one I think about.
It's crazy... after all we been through,
all the damage, all the words we threw...
I still don't hate you.
I still feel you.
Deep... deeper than I should.
And it kinda drives me out my mind that I still
wish I was next to you tonight.
I watched our old videos and it hurt in that sweet way...
We were magic in that first year and a half,
just joy, just fun, your mother loving me,
your face glowing when I'd call you pretty...
I miss that version of us.
I miss that version of me.
Can I vent?
Can I tell you what I'm scared to say out loud?
Can I admit...I'm still in love with you even now?
I hate how you got this hold on me...
I hate that I still hope for what we used to be...
Is the love gone?
Is there hope?
Or should I let you go?
You promised you'd change...
You didn't.
You broke me...
but I still wanted you near.
What kind of love is that?
What kinda heart stays open like that?
I'm embarrassed...
boogers running, voice shaking,
crying like I'm losing oxygen.
Never felt this for anyone.
Never hurt like this either.
You know what's crazy?
Even now, I'd let you take advantage—
even though I shouldn't.
Even though I know better.
That's how deep you got in me.
I miss your smell...
I miss your skin...
I miss how you needed me
and how I needed you back.
I miss kissing you slow,
touching you soft...
God... what is wrong with me?
Can I vent?
Can I tell you what I'm scared to say out loud?
Can I admit...
I'm still in love with you even now?
I hate how you got this hold on me...
I hate that I still hope for what we used to be...
Is the love gone?
Is there hope?
Or should I let you go?
If we had a baby...
maybe it would've changed things...
Straightened us out...
made us choose love over chaos.
Or maybe that's just a dream.
Or maybe I'm just lonely...
maybe I just miss us...
maybe I miss the way we felt like destiny.
Maybe we'll find our way back in another season,
another version of us...
and if not
then at least now I know
what real love feels like.
And I learned my lesson...
the beautiful ones
hurt the deepest.
I miss you...
more than I should.
But if it's meant...
it'll find its way home.
And if not...
thank you for showing me
how real love burns.
Can I just vent for a minute?
I don't got nobody else to tell this to...
And maybe I don't want anyone to know...
'Cause they judge.
But you...
you're the only one I think about.
It's crazy... after all we been through,
all the damage, all the words we threw...
I still don't hate you.
I still feel you.
Deep... deeper than I should.
And it kinda drives me out my mind that I still
wish I was next to you tonight.
I watched our old videos and it hurt in that sweet way...
We were magic in that first year and a half,
just joy, just fun, your mother loving me,
your face glowing when I'd call you pretty...
I miss that version of us.
I miss that version of me.
Can I vent?
Can I tell you what I'm scared to say out loud?
Can I admit...I'm still in love with you even now?
I hate how you got this hold on me...
I hate that I still hope for what we used to be...
Is the love gone?
Is there hope?
Or should I let you go?
You promised you'd change...
You didn't.
You broke me...
but I still wanted you near.
What kind of love is that?
What kinda heart stays open like that?
I'm embarrassed...
boogers running, voice shaking,
crying like I'm losing oxygen.
Never felt this for anyone.
Never hurt like this either.
You know what's crazy?
Even now, I'd let you take advantage—
even though I shouldn't.
Even though I know better.
That's how deep you got in me.
I miss your smell...
I miss your skin...
I miss how you needed me
and how I needed you back.
I miss kissing you slow,
touching you soft...
God... what is wrong with me?
Can I vent?
Can I tell you what I'm scared to say out loud?
Can I admit...
I'm still in love with you even now?
I hate how you got this hold on me...
I hate that I still hope for what we used to be...
Is the love gone?
Is there hope?
Or should I let you go?
If we had a baby...
maybe it would've changed things...
Straightened us out...
made us choose love over chaos.
Or maybe that's just a dream.
Or maybe I'm just lonely...
maybe I just miss us...
maybe I miss the way we felt like destiny.
Maybe we'll find our way back in another season,
another version of us...
and if not
then at least now I know
what real love feels like.
And I learned my lesson...
the beautiful ones
hurt the deepest.
I miss you...
more than I should.
But if it's meant...
it'll find its way home.
And if not...
thank you for showing me
how real love burns.
I am worth it
Mmm... you talkin' all that...
But you know why you stay...
It's the small things... yeah, I get you mad
Start a few projects 'cause I know you built to last
Maybe I'm a handful, maybe I move fast
But you love me 'cause I'm fire... even when I clash
...Yeah, you love me... more than I love you (maybe)
But you choose me... every time I act brand new
You complain now, but you know it's true
It's the small things... but I'm worth it to you
Boy, you talk big like you tired of my ways
But when I call your name, you come runnin' always
I leave projects out 'cause you good at the fix
I'm just givin' you a chance to show your tricks
Yeah, I spend money — I know how that sound
But when you say "no," you still take me 'round town
FaceTime late? Yeah, I know it ain't right
But you love that I miss you — don't lie, aight?
Your love loud, mine quiet — that's the blend
You ride for me hard, I ride soft 'til the end
We different... but that's how we win
'Cause you my man — and I'm your chaos twin
It's the small things... yeah, I get you mad
Start a few projects 'cause I know you built to last
Maybe I'm a handful, maybe I move fast
But you love me 'cause I'm fire... even when I clash
Yeah, you love me... more than I love you (maybe)
But you choose me... every time I act brand new
You complain now, but you know it's true
It's the small things... but I'm worth it to you
It's the small things... yeah, I get you mad
Start a few projects 'cause I know you built to last
Maybe I'm a handful, maybe I move fast
But you love me 'cause I'm fire... even when I clash
Yeah, you love me... more than I love you (maybe)
But you choose me... every time I act brand new
You complain now, but you know it's true
It's the small things... but I'm worth it to you
You stay 'cause you love me...
And I stay 'cause you prove it.
But you know why you stay...
It's the small things... yeah, I get you mad
Start a few projects 'cause I know you built to last
Maybe I'm a handful, maybe I move fast
But you love me 'cause I'm fire... even when I clash
...Yeah, you love me... more than I love you (maybe)
But you choose me... every time I act brand new
You complain now, but you know it's true
It's the small things... but I'm worth it to you
Boy, you talk big like you tired of my ways
But when I call your name, you come runnin' always
I leave projects out 'cause you good at the fix
I'm just givin' you a chance to show your tricks
Yeah, I spend money — I know how that sound
But when you say "no," you still take me 'round town
FaceTime late? Yeah, I know it ain't right
But you love that I miss you — don't lie, aight?
Your love loud, mine quiet — that's the blend
You ride for me hard, I ride soft 'til the end
We different... but that's how we win
'Cause you my man — and I'm your chaos twin
It's the small things... yeah, I get you mad
Start a few projects 'cause I know you built to last
Maybe I'm a handful, maybe I move fast
But you love me 'cause I'm fire... even when I clash
Yeah, you love me... more than I love you (maybe)
But you choose me... every time I act brand new
You complain now, but you know it's true
It's the small things... but I'm worth it to you
It's the small things... yeah, I get you mad
Start a few projects 'cause I know you built to last
Maybe I'm a handful, maybe I move fast
But you love me 'cause I'm fire... even when I clash
Yeah, you love me... more than I love you (maybe)
But you choose me... every time I act brand new
You complain now, but you know it's true
It's the small things... but I'm worth it to you
You stay 'cause you love me...
And I stay 'cause you prove it.
Slow it down (whine pon me)
Soft-spoken
Long-strokin'
Gat-toten, op-smokin',
El 9iño in the building
yeah, she know who hold it.
Slow it down baby girl, just
slow it down
Let me hold that waist when you
push it down
Got my drink in hand, let me
put it down
Turn around—
damn, look how that ass poke out.
What the hell that's 'bout?
Got me acting wild in the crowd,
Cocky motherfucker, when in doubt
you know I'm pulling out.
She whine pon me,
hips like a goddess,
tongue on your thighs 'til you're
begging, "Be honest"
Sweet-dick Willy D,
El Niño when I hop off the Johnson
word to your mouth, girl,
I'm really 'bout action.
Bronze-son stamina,
Olympic pools in Bergen County,
bullies for blocks,
council in pocket, property lots like it's nothing around me.
"Miseducation" stops when she
whines to Zion,
yelling at Alexa
"Play Lauryn," no lyin'.
Full court—my son scoring,
yard-try mode, never caught a warrant,
I dug those holes and stayed solid,
my last name Landrón
you know I'm built honest.
Slow it down baby girl, just
slow it down
Let me hold that waist when you
push it down
Got my drink in hand, let me
put it down
Turn around
damn, look how that ass poke out.
She whisper, "Daddy chill"
I'm like, "Fuck Jordan's
that thing calling me for real."
Now I'm free-falling,
hands on your hips, no stalling
Hands between your legs,
you on your knees,
bent over slow,
I'm eating till you scream, "Baby please
just give it to me"
Nah, I make you wait,
tongue-and-cheek,
on all fours for foreplay,
you know how I direct the scene
Scorcese technique.
That chunky monkey fresh out the shower,
then I let you ride it
it's a test of power.
Spoil you,
give you royalties for your loyalty,
now I'm compromised
deep inside your thighs
take one more tote,
damn, I'm too high.
Call the kitty munchies
you sweet like pumpkin pie.
It's been a minute,
still tryna slide inside
those tight-ass pants
when you wind like that,
got me lost in a trance
Playa
you ain't got enough bands
to make her dance like she dance for me.
Drum kits with full clips,
funeral flow, bringing tulips,
say “9ino” with my joint
between your two lips.
True shit
we do this.
I love you girl
if you ain't know then,
now you notice.
Slow it slow it
slow it down for me
Girl, when you move like that
I forget gravity.
El 9iño in your body like a melody
Yeah whine pon me
whine pon me
Long-strokin'
Gat-toten, op-smokin',
El 9iño in the building
yeah, she know who hold it.
Slow it down baby girl, just
slow it down
Let me hold that waist when you
push it down
Got my drink in hand, let me
put it down
Turn around—
damn, look how that ass poke out.
What the hell that's 'bout?
Got me acting wild in the crowd,
Cocky motherfucker, when in doubt
you know I'm pulling out.
She whine pon me,
hips like a goddess,
tongue on your thighs 'til you're
begging, "Be honest"
Sweet-dick Willy D,
El Niño when I hop off the Johnson
word to your mouth, girl,
I'm really 'bout action.
Bronze-son stamina,
Olympic pools in Bergen County,
bullies for blocks,
council in pocket, property lots like it's nothing around me.
"Miseducation" stops when she
whines to Zion,
yelling at Alexa
"Play Lauryn," no lyin'.
Full court—my son scoring,
yard-try mode, never caught a warrant,
I dug those holes and stayed solid,
my last name Landrón
you know I'm built honest.
Slow it down baby girl, just
slow it down
Let me hold that waist when you
push it down
Got my drink in hand, let me
put it down
Turn around
damn, look how that ass poke out.
She whisper, "Daddy chill"
I'm like, "Fuck Jordan's
that thing calling me for real."
Now I'm free-falling,
hands on your hips, no stalling
Hands between your legs,
you on your knees,
bent over slow,
I'm eating till you scream, "Baby please
just give it to me"
Nah, I make you wait,
tongue-and-cheek,
on all fours for foreplay,
you know how I direct the scene
Scorcese technique.
That chunky monkey fresh out the shower,
then I let you ride it
it's a test of power.
Spoil you,
give you royalties for your loyalty,
now I'm compromised
deep inside your thighs
take one more tote,
damn, I'm too high.
Call the kitty munchies
you sweet like pumpkin pie.
It's been a minute,
still tryna slide inside
those tight-ass pants
when you wind like that,
got me lost in a trance
Playa
you ain't got enough bands
to make her dance like she dance for me.
Drum kits with full clips,
funeral flow, bringing tulips,
say “9ino” with my joint
between your two lips.
True shit
we do this.
I love you girl
if you ain't know then,
now you notice.
Slow it slow it
slow it down for me
Girl, when you move like that
I forget gravity.
El 9iño in your body like a melody
Yeah whine pon me
whine pon me
I won't hold you
Tryna keep my composure...
I won't hold you
But I wanna hold you,
and the pressure takin' over.
Two temptations on my shoulder,
one revenge, one closer...
Tryna keep my composure,
Tryna keep my composure.
Heartbeat hittin' like the kick on the drill beat,
Shorty lookin' sweet, and I'm fightin' what the eyes see.
Opp in the corner, got the nerve just to try me,
Whole room tense, feel the shift in the light, G.
But I breathe in deep — don't fold, don't tweak,
Gotta stay grown, not the old OT.
Shorty pullin' up with the touch on my sleeve,
And I'm thinkin' 'bout peace — not the piece on me.
You don't know the war in my chest right now,
One look wrong and I might black out.
One look right and I might make vows.
Two paths pullin' like north and south.
Tryna keep my composure...
I won't hold you
But I wanna hold you,
and the pressure takin' over.
Two temptations on my shoulder,
one revenge, one closer...
Tryna keep my composure,
Tryna keep my composure.
Shorty wanna whine on a man with a backbone,
But I'm tryna rise past the pride that I latch on.
Violence in my blood like a story I passed on,
But she got a vibe that could turn all the lights on.
Tension thick, I can feel it in my collarbone,
Hands get warm, but my mind stay in marathon.
Tryna stay calm so I make it to the car I'm on
'Cause one wrong move turn peace into Babylon.
She whisper in my ear, "Baby, breathe slow,"
But the demon in my head screamin', "He know."
If he move wrong, whole scene go kilo,
But I'm tryna dance, tryna free my ego.
Tryna keep my composure...
I won't hold you
But I wanna hold you,
and the pressure takin' over.
Two temptations on my shoulder,
one revenge, one closer...
Tryna keep my composure,
Tryna keep my composure.
I won't hold you
But I wanna hold you,
and the pressure takin' over.
Two temptations on my shoulder,
one revenge, one closer...
Tryna keep my composure,
Tryna keep my composure.
Heartbeat hittin' like the kick on the drill beat,
Shorty lookin' sweet, and I'm fightin' what the eyes see.
Opp in the corner, got the nerve just to try me,
Whole room tense, feel the shift in the light, G.
But I breathe in deep — don't fold, don't tweak,
Gotta stay grown, not the old OT.
Shorty pullin' up with the touch on my sleeve,
And I'm thinkin' 'bout peace — not the piece on me.
You don't know the war in my chest right now,
One look wrong and I might black out.
One look right and I might make vows.
Two paths pullin' like north and south.
Tryna keep my composure...
I won't hold you
But I wanna hold you,
and the pressure takin' over.
Two temptations on my shoulder,
one revenge, one closer...
Tryna keep my composure,
Tryna keep my composure.
Shorty wanna whine on a man with a backbone,
But I'm tryna rise past the pride that I latch on.
Violence in my blood like a story I passed on,
But she got a vibe that could turn all the lights on.
Tension thick, I can feel it in my collarbone,
Hands get warm, but my mind stay in marathon.
Tryna stay calm so I make it to the car I'm on
'Cause one wrong move turn peace into Babylon.
She whisper in my ear, "Baby, breathe slow,"
But the demon in my head screamin', "He know."
If he move wrong, whole scene go kilo,
But I'm tryna dance, tryna free my ego.
Tryna keep my composure...
I won't hold you
But I wanna hold you,
and the pressure takin' over.
Two temptations on my shoulder,
one revenge, one closer...
Tryna keep my composure,
Tryna keep my composure.
Act like that
Yeah... uh-huh...
You was movin' different, ma...
But I still took it personal...
Drrr, sexy...
Girl, how you gon' act like that? (yeah)
Say you done, then you crawl right back (uh)
Tell me lies but you dress ‘em in facts (woah)
I don't even know why I react... (mmm)
But you know I'll always fall for you (fall)
Even when the things you say ain't true (true)
Love's a war, but I still come through (through)
Baby, how you gon' act like that? (like that, oh yeah)
Uh, I was outside, tryna get to this chicken (uh)
You was inside, scrollin', readin' fiction (yeah)
Sayin' I'm different, switchin' positions (sexy)
But you ain't complain when I gave you that fixin' (fixin')
Uh, backshots made you rethink decisions (hah)
Now you ghostin', baby, I'm the magician
Disappear, reappear in your mentions (yeah)
How you mad when you love my attention?
Oh, we fight just to make up again...
Toxic, but you still more than a friend...
Don't play with me, don't play pretend...
'Cause you know how this movie gon' end, yeah...
Uh, you say I'm cold, I say you dramatic (sexy)
You cut me off, but you know it's a habit (habit)
You love the pain, I love how you at it (at it)
Shorty too bad, I might let her have it (woah)
Yeah, you move wild when you know I'm in town (town)
Postin' lil' quotes, tryna make me look clown (clown)
But soon as I slide, you don't make a sound (nah)
Baby, stop cappin', you know you down (drrr)
Girl, how you gon' act like that? (you know better, ma)
Say you done, then you crawl right back (right back, uh)
Tell me lies but you dress ‘em in facts (facts, woah)
I don't even know why I react (mmm, sexy)
But you know I'll always fall for you (for you)
Even when the things you say ain't true (ain't true)
Love's a war, but I still come through (come through)
Baby, how you gon' act like that? (like that, like that, like that)
Yeah... stop actin' up...
You know where home is...
Sexy
You was movin' different, ma...
But I still took it personal...
Drrr, sexy...
Girl, how you gon' act like that? (yeah)
Say you done, then you crawl right back (uh)
Tell me lies but you dress ‘em in facts (woah)
I don't even know why I react... (mmm)
But you know I'll always fall for you (fall)
Even when the things you say ain't true (true)
Love's a war, but I still come through (through)
Baby, how you gon' act like that? (like that, oh yeah)
Uh, I was outside, tryna get to this chicken (uh)
You was inside, scrollin', readin' fiction (yeah)
Sayin' I'm different, switchin' positions (sexy)
But you ain't complain when I gave you that fixin' (fixin')
Uh, backshots made you rethink decisions (hah)
Now you ghostin', baby, I'm the magician
Disappear, reappear in your mentions (yeah)
How you mad when you love my attention?
Oh, we fight just to make up again...
Toxic, but you still more than a friend...
Don't play with me, don't play pretend...
'Cause you know how this movie gon' end, yeah...
Uh, you say I'm cold, I say you dramatic (sexy)
You cut me off, but you know it's a habit (habit)
You love the pain, I love how you at it (at it)
Shorty too bad, I might let her have it (woah)
Yeah, you move wild when you know I'm in town (town)
Postin' lil' quotes, tryna make me look clown (clown)
But soon as I slide, you don't make a sound (nah)
Baby, stop cappin', you know you down (drrr)
Girl, how you gon' act like that? (you know better, ma)
Say you done, then you crawl right back (right back, uh)
Tell me lies but you dress ‘em in facts (facts, woah)
I don't even know why I react (mmm, sexy)
But you know I'll always fall for you (for you)
Even when the things you say ain't true (ain't true)
Love's a war, but I still come through (come through)
Baby, how you gon' act like that? (like that, like that, like that)
Yeah... stop actin' up...
You know where home is...
Sexy
It's the small things
Yeah...
Love ain't perfect... but it's ours...
You get on my nerves, girl, but you know I'm not goin' anywhere...
(Yeah... yeah...)
It's the small things... drivin' me insane
Start a little project, then you leave me with the pain
Say you wanna fix it, but you hand me the remains
Got me buildin' bookshelves in the middle of the game
But I love you... more than you love me, it's true
I still pull through... even when you act brand new
You a handful, girl, but what else am I gon' do?
It's the small things... but I stay 'cause it's you
Girl, you start stuff, then dip quick — Houdini
Leave me with instructions written tiny as a genie
You say “Babe, can you help?” but you already knew
Help don't mean help — it means do the whole thing through
You'll drop a bag on shoes, but question my lunch
Ask how much I spent? Girl, I don't even munch that much
You FaceTime me right when I'm tryna chill
But if I call back? Your phone on silent still
You got ways, got habits, moods like seasons
But I'm here anyway — yeah, you are my reason
Uhhh... check it...
El 9iño in the spot, let me talk my talk
If love's a long road, boy, you doin' that walk
Shorty got attitude, always callin' the shots
Start a lil' project, then she leave you with the lot
But that's love, my guy, that push and pull
Some days it's filet mignon, some days it's bull
But you ride for your lady, that's the code you keep
Even when she ungrateful — you lose no sleep
She spend your money like the card unlimited
But you grin real big like “yeah, I'm with it”
Why? 'Cause the heart don't lie, it beats how it beat
Real kings handle pressure, keep love concrete
Uhhh... EL 9iño.
It's the small things... drivin' me insane
Start a little project, then you leave me with the pain
Say you wanna fix it, but you hand me the remains
Got me hangin' curtains in the middle of the game
But I love you... more than you love me, it's true
I still pull through... even when you act brand new
You a handful, girl, but what else am I gon' do?
It's the small things... but I stay 'cause it's you
Yeah...
You get on my nerves...
But you my nerves...
Love is wild... but it's ours.
Love ain't perfect... but it's ours...
You get on my nerves, girl, but you know I'm not goin' anywhere...
(Yeah... yeah...)
It's the small things... drivin' me insane
Start a little project, then you leave me with the pain
Say you wanna fix it, but you hand me the remains
Got me buildin' bookshelves in the middle of the game
But I love you... more than you love me, it's true
I still pull through... even when you act brand new
You a handful, girl, but what else am I gon' do?
It's the small things... but I stay 'cause it's you
Girl, you start stuff, then dip quick — Houdini
Leave me with instructions written tiny as a genie
You say “Babe, can you help?” but you already knew
Help don't mean help — it means do the whole thing through
You'll drop a bag on shoes, but question my lunch
Ask how much I spent? Girl, I don't even munch that much
You FaceTime me right when I'm tryna chill
But if I call back? Your phone on silent still
You got ways, got habits, moods like seasons
But I'm here anyway — yeah, you are my reason
Uhhh... check it...
El 9iño in the spot, let me talk my talk
If love's a long road, boy, you doin' that walk
Shorty got attitude, always callin' the shots
Start a lil' project, then she leave you with the lot
But that's love, my guy, that push and pull
Some days it's filet mignon, some days it's bull
But you ride for your lady, that's the code you keep
Even when she ungrateful — you lose no sleep
She spend your money like the card unlimited
But you grin real big like “yeah, I'm with it”
Why? 'Cause the heart don't lie, it beats how it beat
Real kings handle pressure, keep love concrete
Uhhh... EL 9iño.
It's the small things... drivin' me insane
Start a little project, then you leave me with the pain
Say you wanna fix it, but you hand me the remains
Got me hangin' curtains in the middle of the game
But I love you... more than you love me, it's true
I still pull through... even when you act brand new
You a handful, girl, but what else am I gon' do?
It's the small things... but I stay 'cause it's you
Yeah...
You get on my nerves...
But you my nerves...
Love is wild... but it's ours.
Lovers Rock
We were wild once... breathless in the dark,
Hands all over fire, hearts learning how to spark.
Those nights were hurricanes, we didn’t need control
Just the way your body moved against my soul.
Now the years have painted silver in my hair,
But every line reminds me of the nights we shared.
Time might whisper softly on our skin,
But the flame we lit back then still burns within.
This is lovers rock...
Where the heat once burned, there’s still a glow.
Where there are ashes, there was fire,
And baby, we still feel the smoke.
Lovers rock...
Every touch brings back our youth.
We’re older now, but somehow
The love runs deeper in the truth.
I remember how you’d pull me close and breathe,
Like I was the only rhythm you would ever need.
We danced on the edge of every whisper in the room,
Two souls tangled in a melody of bloom.
Now we move slower, but our hearts don’t age,
They flip the pages back to when we couldn’t wait.
Love changes shape, but never fades away
It just shines in softer colors every day.
This is lovers rock...
Where the heat once burned, there’s still a glow.
Where there are ashes, there was fire,
And baby, we still feel the smoke.
Lovers rock...
Every touch brings back our youth.
We’re older now, but somehow
The love runs deeper in the truth.
We’re not the same as we were back then
We’re better now, we bend, we mend.
We learned that flames don’t always roar...
Sometimes they hum, they warm, they soar.
This is lovers rock...
Not a fairytale, but something real.
Where embers glow, I always know
Exactly how you still make me feel.
Lovers rock...
After everything we’ve been through,
The fire’s gentler now — but stronger too.
Where there are ashes, love still shines...
And my heart still chooses you.
Hands all over fire, hearts learning how to spark.
Those nights were hurricanes, we didn’t need control
Just the way your body moved against my soul.
Now the years have painted silver in my hair,
But every line reminds me of the nights we shared.
Time might whisper softly on our skin,
But the flame we lit back then still burns within.
This is lovers rock...
Where the heat once burned, there’s still a glow.
Where there are ashes, there was fire,
And baby, we still feel the smoke.
Lovers rock...
Every touch brings back our youth.
We’re older now, but somehow
The love runs deeper in the truth.
I remember how you’d pull me close and breathe,
Like I was the only rhythm you would ever need.
We danced on the edge of every whisper in the room,
Two souls tangled in a melody of bloom.
Now we move slower, but our hearts don’t age,
They flip the pages back to when we couldn’t wait.
Love changes shape, but never fades away
It just shines in softer colors every day.
This is lovers rock...
Where the heat once burned, there’s still a glow.
Where there are ashes, there was fire,
And baby, we still feel the smoke.
Lovers rock...
Every touch brings back our youth.
We’re older now, but somehow
The love runs deeper in the truth.
We’re not the same as we were back then
We’re better now, we bend, we mend.
We learned that flames don’t always roar...
Sometimes they hum, they warm, they soar.
This is lovers rock...
Not a fairytale, but something real.
Where embers glow, I always know
Exactly how you still make me feel.
Lovers rock...
After everything we’ve been through,
The fire’s gentler now — but stronger too.
Where there are ashes, love still shines...
And my heart still chooses you.
Real Love
Yeah, love ain't just a word, it's a vibe, it's a flame,
It's holdin' you down when life playin' games.
It's the way you laugh when I tell that joke,
Even when it's corny, you still give hope.
It's Sunday morning, pancakes on the stove,
It's late night talks when we just let go.
It's not just roses and Valentine's cards,
It's healing the scars and breaking down guards.
This that real love, deep like the ocean,
Steady and true, no need for the potion.
Every little moment, yeah it all adds up,
This that faithful, never-fake stuff — real love!
Love's in the ride when the car breaks down,
Still smiling at me while we stuck in town.
It's listening close when I barely speak,
Lifting me up when I'm feelin' weak.
It's makin' each other the best we can be,
It's "I got you" when it's hard to see.
It ain't just pretty — it's patient and kind,
It's the reason I grind, keep you on my mind.
This that real love, deep like the ocean,
Steady and true, no need for the potion.
Every little moment, yeah it all adds up,
This that faithful, never-fake stuff — real love!
It ain't about likes or what they all say,
It's how you show up each and every day.
Through the highs and the lows, we gon' ride this wave,
Love's a choice that we make, not just what we crave.
This that real love, strong like a mountain,
Overflowin' hearts like a love-filled fountain.
Growin' every season, yeah we rise above,
This that honest, loyal, real good love!
It's holdin' you down when life playin' games.
It's the way you laugh when I tell that joke,
Even when it's corny, you still give hope.
It's Sunday morning, pancakes on the stove,
It's late night talks when we just let go.
It's not just roses and Valentine's cards,
It's healing the scars and breaking down guards.
This that real love, deep like the ocean,
Steady and true, no need for the potion.
Every little moment, yeah it all adds up,
This that faithful, never-fake stuff — real love!
Love's in the ride when the car breaks down,
Still smiling at me while we stuck in town.
It's listening close when I barely speak,
Lifting me up when I'm feelin' weak.
It's makin' each other the best we can be,
It's "I got you" when it's hard to see.
It ain't just pretty — it's patient and kind,
It's the reason I grind, keep you on my mind.
This that real love, deep like the ocean,
Steady and true, no need for the potion.
Every little moment, yeah it all adds up,
This that faithful, never-fake stuff — real love!
It ain't about likes or what they all say,
It's how you show up each and every day.
Through the highs and the lows, we gon' ride this wave,
Love's a choice that we make, not just what we crave.
This that real love, strong like a mountain,
Overflowin' hearts like a love-filled fountain.
Growin' every season, yeah we rise above,
This that honest, loyal, real good love!
While they getting ready for Monday
While they getting ready for Monday,
We leveling up on a Sunday. Skrrt-skrrt!
Brunch turned into midnight,
That Jersey-piano bounce make the whole place shake.
World slowing down outside,
But this rhythm keep speeding us up—no sleep.
If Sunday night was a sport,
We the ones everybody tryna beat.
AYE! Jersey swing with that log-drum deep!
Brunch was calm ’til the DJ tapped in,
House chords rising like "where do I begin?"
Triplet kicks dropped — boom — room start spin,
Then the log drum hit like a heartbeat twin.
Girls all around like a SoHo spread,
Brunch fits turning into club drip instead.
But one caught my eye — head tilt, hips said:
"Boy, act right or you might lose your head."
She got Harlem in her tone, uptown in her laugh,
Confidence sharp like a fresh line-up path.
Cool like Carrie but she smarter than math,
Probably fixing code while she’s pouring a draft.
She too real, too cold, too clever,
Moves her hips like "I’ve danced forever."
Harlem soul with a SoHo feather,
Girls Who Code brain — built to endeavor.
"Ayy, drop that hybrid — MAKE IT BETTER!"
While they getting ready for Monday,
We leveling up on a Sunday. BED-SQUEAK-HEY!
Brunch turned into midnight,
That Jersey-piano bounce make the whole place shake.
World slowing down outside,
But this rhythm keep speeding us up — no sleep.
If Sunday night was a sport,
We the ones everybody tryna beat.
El 9iño on the beat and the blend go stupid,
Piano drums knocking like the rhythm got Cupid.
Jersey kicks chopping up the floor like "prove it,"
Whole club gasping like the DJ looped it.
She pulls up close with that Harlem stare,
Eyes say "I’m rare," hips say "beware."
Brains like a coder, style debonair,
She debug my vibe with a flip of her hair.
Triplet bounce hit — BOOM — she float,
Log drum slide like a wave in a coat,
Sunday night legend — we forever devote,
Monday? Nah. We too alive to be remote.
No rush, no pressure, no deadlines,
Just rooftop lights and skyline lines.
They prepping Monday on corporate time,
We writing history on Sunday’s shine.
While they getting ready for Monday,
We leveling up on a Sunday. Skrrt-skrrt! Drop it — AHH!
Brunch turned into midnight,
That Jersey-piano bounce make the floors rotate.
World slowing down outside,
But this rhythm keep speeding us up — no sleep.
If Sunday night was a sport,
We the ones everybody tryna beat.
Harlem tone, SoHo soul, Girls-Who-Code heart beat.
Sunday never sleeps.
We leveling up on a Sunday. Skrrt-skrrt!
Brunch turned into midnight,
That Jersey-piano bounce make the whole place shake.
World slowing down outside,
But this rhythm keep speeding us up—no sleep.
If Sunday night was a sport,
We the ones everybody tryna beat.
AYE! Jersey swing with that log-drum deep!
Brunch was calm ’til the DJ tapped in,
House chords rising like "where do I begin?"
Triplet kicks dropped — boom — room start spin,
Then the log drum hit like a heartbeat twin.
Girls all around like a SoHo spread,
Brunch fits turning into club drip instead.
But one caught my eye — head tilt, hips said:
"Boy, act right or you might lose your head."
She got Harlem in her tone, uptown in her laugh,
Confidence sharp like a fresh line-up path.
Cool like Carrie but she smarter than math,
Probably fixing code while she’s pouring a draft.
She too real, too cold, too clever,
Moves her hips like "I’ve danced forever."
Harlem soul with a SoHo feather,
Girls Who Code brain — built to endeavor.
"Ayy, drop that hybrid — MAKE IT BETTER!"
While they getting ready for Monday,
We leveling up on a Sunday. BED-SQUEAK-HEY!
Brunch turned into midnight,
That Jersey-piano bounce make the whole place shake.
World slowing down outside,
But this rhythm keep speeding us up — no sleep.
If Sunday night was a sport,
We the ones everybody tryna beat.
El 9iño on the beat and the blend go stupid,
Piano drums knocking like the rhythm got Cupid.
Jersey kicks chopping up the floor like "prove it,"
Whole club gasping like the DJ looped it.
She pulls up close with that Harlem stare,
Eyes say "I’m rare," hips say "beware."
Brains like a coder, style debonair,
She debug my vibe with a flip of her hair.
Triplet bounce hit — BOOM — she float,
Log drum slide like a wave in a coat,
Sunday night legend — we forever devote,
Monday? Nah. We too alive to be remote.
No rush, no pressure, no deadlines,
Just rooftop lights and skyline lines.
They prepping Monday on corporate time,
We writing history on Sunday’s shine.
While they getting ready for Monday,
We leveling up on a Sunday. Skrrt-skrrt! Drop it — AHH!
Brunch turned into midnight,
That Jersey-piano bounce make the floors rotate.
World slowing down outside,
But this rhythm keep speeding us up — no sleep.
If Sunday night was a sport,
We the ones everybody tryna beat.
Harlem tone, SoHo soul, Girls-Who-Code heart beat.
Sunday never sleeps.
Me? I just tend to dough
Me? I just tend to dough,
Both feet planted on the concrete road.
Counting blessings while the bankroll grows,
Quiet moves — that's just how life goes.
You keep talking 'bout the things you sold,
But truth ages fast and the lies get old.
I chase peace while I stack these goals,
Heart stay warm though the world stay cold.
I don't brag — I just study the signs,
Read people like I'm reading the lines.
Body language got a different design
Some smiles cover up a worried mind.
I save first, then I treat myself,
'Cause discipline's the real kind of wealth.
From uptown corners to downtown lights,
I learned patience is worth more than hype.
You chase fame — I just strengthen my roots,
Mind sharp, tie truth to my boots.
Some folks swear they honest and pure,
But even good hearts bend facts to endure.
If you could be my world
I'd help you heal your world
Hold you close, protect your soul
Let the trust unfold
Me? I just tend to dough,
Both feet planted on the concrete road.
Counting blessings while the bankroll grows,
Quiet moves — that's just how life goes.
You keep talking 'bout the things you sold,
But truth ages fast and the lies get old.
I chase peace while I stack these goals,
Heart stay warm though the world stay cold.
Money ain't life, but it shapes the ride,
Shows who's real when the waves get high.
I invest in love, keep my circle tight,
No loud mouths talking through the night.
I learned that silence can speak the most,
And every promise ain't worth a toast.
Some folks front like they saints inside
Even honest men got truths they hide.
So I read the room, read the book, read the past,
Play the long game — I don't move too fast.
Build my peace brick by brick,
'Cause loyalty don't come quick.
Strong mind, strong heart, strong will
True wealth is learning to chill
Trust yourself — that's a skill
Let the noise stay still
Me? I just tend to dough,
Soul anchored everywhere I go.
Stacking wisdom with the bankroll, slow
Cause loving yourself is the real control.
You keep fronting 'bout the things you sold,
But truth will always break that mold.
I chase grace while I reach my goals,
New York grit — but a gentle soul.
Both feet planted on the concrete road.
Counting blessings while the bankroll grows,
Quiet moves — that's just how life goes.
You keep talking 'bout the things you sold,
But truth ages fast and the lies get old.
I chase peace while I stack these goals,
Heart stay warm though the world stay cold.
I don't brag — I just study the signs,
Read people like I'm reading the lines.
Body language got a different design
Some smiles cover up a worried mind.
I save first, then I treat myself,
'Cause discipline's the real kind of wealth.
From uptown corners to downtown lights,
I learned patience is worth more than hype.
You chase fame — I just strengthen my roots,
Mind sharp, tie truth to my boots.
Some folks swear they honest and pure,
But even good hearts bend facts to endure.
If you could be my world
I'd help you heal your world
Hold you close, protect your soul
Let the trust unfold
Me? I just tend to dough,
Both feet planted on the concrete road.
Counting blessings while the bankroll grows,
Quiet moves — that's just how life goes.
You keep talking 'bout the things you sold,
But truth ages fast and the lies get old.
I chase peace while I stack these goals,
Heart stay warm though the world stay cold.
Money ain't life, but it shapes the ride,
Shows who's real when the waves get high.
I invest in love, keep my circle tight,
No loud mouths talking through the night.
I learned that silence can speak the most,
And every promise ain't worth a toast.
Some folks front like they saints inside
Even honest men got truths they hide.
So I read the room, read the book, read the past,
Play the long game — I don't move too fast.
Build my peace brick by brick,
'Cause loyalty don't come quick.
Strong mind, strong heart, strong will
True wealth is learning to chill
Trust yourself — that's a skill
Let the noise stay still
Me? I just tend to dough,
Soul anchored everywhere I go.
Stacking wisdom with the bankroll, slow
Cause loving yourself is the real control.
You keep fronting 'bout the things you sold,
But truth will always break that mold.
I chase grace while I reach my goals,
New York grit — but a gentle soul.
Salubrious
Yeah
After all the nights
All the hits all the falls
Health and wealth the only real flex left.
Let's talk grown.
Came from hangovers and heartbreaks,
but I wake now with clarity in my chest.
Money used to feel like freedom,
now peace is worth more than a check.
Streets taught survival,
books taught revival,
and life taught discipline
that's my new idol.
I traded the liquor for water,
the smoke for breath,
the noise for silence,
and the rush for depth.
I'm countin' blessings, not bodies,
wins, not worries.
Learned patience from the journey,
not from the jury.
This life salubrious
rise up, move luminous.
Health and wealth, we choosing this
no losses left, just proving this.
Clarity hit like euphoria,
mind cleaned up like gloria.
We made it out — victorious,
now everything's salubrious.
I walk like a man who escaped his own shadow,
a king who learned to fight wars without battle.
Therapy in my cadence,
growth in my habits,
discipline in my diet,
and my goals automatic.
Used to blow money quick
now I invest with intention.
Used to chase validation
now my name gets mention.
I ain't perfect, I ain't holy,
I'm just better than before.
Every version of myself
opened one more door.
Life is richer when you listen,
stronger when you heal,
sharper when you breathe slow,
and move with what's real.
This life salubrious
rise up, move luminous.
Health and wealth, we choosing this
no losses left, just proving this.
Clarity hit like euphoria,
mind cleaned up like gloria.
We made it out — victorious,
now everything's salubrious.
I traded nights for mornings,
chaos for wisdom,
pressure for purpose,
and pain for rhythm.
If success is a language,
I'm fluent after all the storms.
If peace is a kingdom,
I'm living in its forms.
My wealth is my wellness,
my health is my crown.
My family my empire,
my habits hold me down.
If love is the currency,
I'm paid in abundance.
If growth is the goal,
I'm winning in hundreds.
I ain't running from the past
I took the lesson and kept the glow.
Now my footsteps feel lighter
like walking in a soul I finally know.
This life salubrious
rise up, move luminous.
Health and wealth, we choosing this
the journey made us true to this.
Fade the stress,
raise the breath,
celebrate the life that's left.
Salubrious
the ending
and the next.
After all the nights
All the hits all the falls
Health and wealth the only real flex left.
Let's talk grown.
Came from hangovers and heartbreaks,
but I wake now with clarity in my chest.
Money used to feel like freedom,
now peace is worth more than a check.
Streets taught survival,
books taught revival,
and life taught discipline
that's my new idol.
I traded the liquor for water,
the smoke for breath,
the noise for silence,
and the rush for depth.
I'm countin' blessings, not bodies,
wins, not worries.
Learned patience from the journey,
not from the jury.
This life salubrious
rise up, move luminous.
Health and wealth, we choosing this
no losses left, just proving this.
Clarity hit like euphoria,
mind cleaned up like gloria.
We made it out — victorious,
now everything's salubrious.
I walk like a man who escaped his own shadow,
a king who learned to fight wars without battle.
Therapy in my cadence,
growth in my habits,
discipline in my diet,
and my goals automatic.
Used to blow money quick
now I invest with intention.
Used to chase validation
now my name gets mention.
I ain't perfect, I ain't holy,
I'm just better than before.
Every version of myself
opened one more door.
Life is richer when you listen,
stronger when you heal,
sharper when you breathe slow,
and move with what's real.
This life salubrious
rise up, move luminous.
Health and wealth, we choosing this
no losses left, just proving this.
Clarity hit like euphoria,
mind cleaned up like gloria.
We made it out — victorious,
now everything's salubrious.
I traded nights for mornings,
chaos for wisdom,
pressure for purpose,
and pain for rhythm.
If success is a language,
I'm fluent after all the storms.
If peace is a kingdom,
I'm living in its forms.
My wealth is my wellness,
my health is my crown.
My family my empire,
my habits hold me down.
If love is the currency,
I'm paid in abundance.
If growth is the goal,
I'm winning in hundreds.
I ain't running from the past
I took the lesson and kept the glow.
Now my footsteps feel lighter
like walking in a soul I finally know.
This life salubrious
rise up, move luminous.
Health and wealth, we choosing this
the journey made us true to this.
Fade the stress,
raise the breath,
celebrate the life that's left.
Salubrious
the ending
and the next.
